Because ILOVEYOU

I don't know how to put this feeling on...

I don't know how to describe it on....

I wish I can stay away from all the trouble that can cause me doing something that cannot be acceptable......

I wish to stay by your side either in happy moment, sad moment, joyful moment, and even terrible moment.....

I wish all that can be true and implement for now....

But I am afraid that actually you are the one who do not want me to be by your side.....

What should I do right now????

I am lost, and that cause me feel more terrible than usual....

After all this your suffering moment.....I wish that I can be a treatment for you....

But again I am afraid that you are the one who currently run away from me.....

Because every moment that I have tried to reach you.....

You always have your reason to avoid it from me.....

And that reason is not true.....You had lied to me for several time

And yet not a several time but all the time.....

I am wondering why you did all of this kind of thing?

I am wondering why you must lie to me??

Something about this that make me more wondering and deeply thinking what have I done to you all this time....

What is my fault???

Please correct me if  I'm wrong.....

Please tell me if I've done something that out of your concern.......

Please tell me if make a mistake......

Please tell me everything so that I can avoid any false conclusion......

Tell me so that I can correct a thing.....

I don't want to live in this kind situation...

Deeply thinking about you....worry about you.....wondering about nothing  that is something......

Because I am afraid that.....

The curiosity will kill me........

Urghhhhh I hate such kind of this feeling!!!!!

This feeling are really makes me uncomfortable for me to do everything.....

Can you just give me a piece of puzzle as a hint?? And I will search the rest of piece and complete it  by myself........

Like hell I'm all wondering this kind of thing......

Don't you ever asking me why....

Because you always know the answer......

Because you are the reason why......

But most powerful reason is my feeling and concern towards you.....

Because I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!

And one thing I'm most afraid of....

LOSING YOU!!!!!!!